wannabe sissy, from southern Europe. Mid 30s, white, virgin.
Well acquainted with sissy porn since 2012, which made me do shameful things like playing with my sissy ass (with my fingers and household items), eating my own cum, cumming on my own face and peeing myself on purpose. Then it took me awhile to make more sissy progress. I had a lurker tumblr account since 2015, and moved to bdsmlr on 2019. I started to occasionally chat with people around then and picked Betty as my sissy name in 2020, and bought my first panties and sex toys. In 2022 I kissed a woman for the first time at the age of 34. I came very close to losing my virginity, but my peenie was not up to the task, always going limp in the presence of a naked woman, so I failed to have sex and remained a virgin. In 2023, I bought more female clothing and started wearing a skirt and thong panties for my masturbation sessions.
To be honest, I know that I am fickle and a bitch. When Daddies message me on this site, I hesitate to obey because I'm so fearful and a coward. I get scared and excited, even a simple message from a man can make me cum. And I don't always eat my own cum, only sometimes. I know I should, but I am so weak-willed. I feel so alone and helpless sometimes. I am a ridiculous person and deserve to be made fun of.
I am sissy betty :)
